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anti-mundane, monday

 4:54 AM

    As I sit here writing this blog entry, I can't help but feel excited about today. The money came through finally on my grandmother's estate, I'm dropping off the closing documents for the house sale in St. Paris, and the process with the estate is finishing up after a couple of snares. I woke up this morning, pre 4am. I smoked a cigarette, made breakfast, having coffee as I type this. I've got a nice playlist I've found that is actually a playlist that has honestly been pure vibes. NP: "Show Me How" by Men I Trust. I highly recommend this artist's sound for any morning, seriously.

    So, what's next for tracktailor? That's a good fucking question. I wish I had the answer, but I know I will find it in the processes and systems I'm setting in place now. I need to find an early morning to early afternoon gig, with weekends off. I want this job schedule because I would be able to bang out jobs for my business venture in the evenings and on the weekends. I will definitely fill you all in on this once it's set in stone. I guess a good goal for this week is to acquire an LLC. 

    When I'm able to today/this week I'm paying off the remainder of the debts I have hanging on my accounts. I'm debating on paying off the rest of my car, but I think I'm going to consult our family's wealth management team on the best action for that. Part of me thinks I've already paid off all the interest on the loan, why not say fuck the bank, and leave money in an account solely for the car payment and let it auto-pay. The wealth management company will definitely know way more about this than me, that's for sure. 

    I'm still working on my health, and fitness. When I'm able to get a full day of disc in, I'm usually able to bang out around 20k+ steps. I need to find a place around here to walk in the morning to get the steps in when I'm not playing disc. 

    After I drop off the check at the bank this morning and open a savings account, I have to take a document that's being notarized this AM to Zanesville at some point. The drive is about an hour and half. I always enjoy decently long car rides alone- I'm able to curate some really good music depending on what sounds I'm listening to. 

    I plan on upgrading my FL Studio subscription to the "All plugins" edition sometime this week and really start pouring into the DAW. I've started a drum and bass track that I think has a ton of potential especially with it being my first track. I'm proud. 

    Met our next door neighbor yesterday. Young cat, like 23. Owns the home next to us, and he seems like a pretty cool dude. Homie plays COD, and said he would possibly get out on the disc golf course with me, so the guys a fucking straight shooter if you ask me haha


here's a cool quote I composed some year back, I think I'm the first to quote it hopefully


solemnly, do soothsayers seek solace, in servitude

"rarely, do people who can see the future look for comfort in serving other people's will"



issa me, 

-big wave dave 


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