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 9:03 PM 07/20/24

    Well, since I last posted, A LOT has happened in my life. It's time for a quick recap. 

8:40 AM 07/21/24

    UPDATE: I passed out so hard last night. Now, I will recap all the "changes" happening in my life. 

    We moved from one AirBNB to the next for about a week or less, then moved into our new house in Vienna, WV. 

    I didn't get any of the jobs I applied for. Which might be a good thing. I have been throwing together an idea for a business and with the inheritance check I received yesterday from my grandmother's estate, this could become a definite reality. I still need to find something during the daytime hours and leave my weekends free to make this side hustle a full time job. 

    I've played a lot of disc golf, and have spent a lot of time outdoors. My hair is getting more blonde, my skin is becoming tanned, and people tell me I look healthy. I feel healthier but am still on the health journey.


    

    I woke up this AM and did my morning stretches, made my bed, and it's time to conquer the day. I have no idea what's on the docket for me today in terms of an itinerary but I'm sure it will be successful in someway. Getting my room slowly put together

    Oh yeah, I played at the tavern on 8/13. It went so, so, well. Not too many people I invited showed up, which is standard procedure- but all the folks that were there, including the bar staff, all loved the performance. It started slow, but when a wedding party came in, it got lit. A couple days after the show, I stopped in and all the staff let me know that I, tracktailor, am their favorite disc jockey to ever perform there! Excelsior!

I suppose I will start job hunting today. Have yet to attempt to find a job in West Virginia, so today's the day. 



- david 







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